my dear dear dear DIANA..
i've tried means n ways to make you cheer up and it seems lyk i have failed lots lots..-nodds nodds-haiyo. you reali veri poor thing leh. mayb u will not drop ba. mayb u will b advance? think ++ not -- this tooopid negative thingy veri bad. u all shld know wat. i always think -- den later in the end i've made a big big mistk wat correct. ya. n oso lyk u always say, think ++ ma. i've tried too. -nodds-u mus apply tis to yaself too k.
sista, u dun sad le can. though u say u're alright, but i reali still can see tt you're jus not happy tt things are. well, you shld try to let things the way they are ba. lyk me nw lorx. i have no rights to say anything. if things doesn't turn out well 4 me, well, i guess i have two option, (1) give up (2) wait on. so ya, just let fate do the job ba dong ma. kai kai xin xin de huo xia qu. -winkx-
Jas.
we scribbled at 10:57:00 PM
long time since i came back here..heh..it's lyk YEARS? haha...-nodds- i'm jus so going to get back my internet very the soon le..haha..it's lyk tml? shld b ba..hope so too..i've been rotting at home since lyk dunno when lorx...so sian lorx...n i'm going to start work soon?haha..a 2 days work?haha..better den nothing..keke..sorry nor n diana..long time nv update lorx..is not i busy..is i cannot lehx..haha..u gals shld knoe dui ma?hehe..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CARIE, THUNDER, DEX.. heh..=P
-Jas-
we scribbled at 4:45:00 PM
TODAY IS THE CARRIE PARTNER'S DAY ! LOL. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR PARTNER ! I HOPE YOU'VE ENJOYED YOURSELF YESTERDAY AND I LOVE YOU ! SO PLEASE BE FINE AND STAY STRONG , EVERYTHING WILL BE SMOOTH FOR YOU K ! =DDD **muahs I LOVE YOU !
# nornor
we scribbled at 3:45:00 PM
she's just like passing cloud in the sky .
sometimes it rains .
while sometimes it cools my day .
i did not lost anything
BUT
she lost someone who loves her deepy .
*diana
we scribbled at 9:04:00 PM
things will only be right if you're here with me. iLu**
how i wish there'll be a future of us. **sigh
# nornor
we scribbled at 8:54:00 PM
to believe or not to, i cannot decide. cos' i know if i have to, i would choose to believe you. sigh, i really don't know what's on your mind. i cannot read your mind, i don't wish to. i want you to tell me what's on your mind and who's in your heart. but i doubt you will anyway, sigh. it doesn't really matter anymore, i just want to "hao hao ai ni," doesn't matter if you don't return, being able to love you is good enough, i don't wish to ask for more. the more will come if it's meant to be. =))) i just wish you all the best and may happiness be with you and her.
go if you have to, i don't need you to stay, she needs you more than i do.
# nornor
we scribbled at 12:57:00 PM
i've been in pain ever since i fell in love with you. the pain of you still having her in you. the pain of not telling you how i feel. the pain of the unfairness you've given us. i hate all these to happen, but i guess it all happens for a reason. but afterall, i don't need to be with you even though i do love you. "ai yi ge ren, bu yi ding yao he ta zai yi qi." as long as you're happy, i'm contented. i just hope somewhere down the road, you'll find someone who can give you the love, care and concern you need. the one you can share your happiness with. i don't wish to see you so "xin ku" about everything. sigh, iLu**
tell me, do i really have to give you up ? is it fair ?
# nornor
we scribbled at 10:30:00 AM
tears' been rolling like it's free. i can't help but cry. i'm feeling all so uncomfortable inside of me. so many questions, so many answers, so many things running through my mind. i wished i knew the answers to these things. i wished you were here to tell me everything's fine, but do you even know i'm referring to you. do you even know that you're the one i've been crying over. sigh. i'm really tired, really tired of loving you. stupidly i've been falling for you and now i've fallen in love with you. tell me? why am i so foolish, why do such stuff always happen to me. i really need you, but are you willing to be there for me? are you willing to give us and yourself the chance for us to be together? is it even possible that one day we'll be together? i really doubt so. sigh. i guess i just have to go through somemore before i can find someone whom really loves me and loves her in return, i wished the person was you, but i guess, it's never gonna be you.
iLu** sigh
# nornor
we scribbled at 8:55:00 PM
thanks e . love you too *smile .
-diana-
we scribbled at 12:18:00 AM
my dear J and D ar, sigh. i know it's hard on the both of you of what you're going through. please, the both of you stay strong please. i really can't bear to see the both of you like this, it hurts me so much so much. i just want the best for the both of you, and not seeing you 2 this way. sometimes, i really think i'm not a good friend to the both of you, i can do nothing but just sit and watch you 2 in pain. i feel so useless about being the E in your life. sigh, i just hope you 2 will pull through this. you 2 will be strong, right? promise me that if you 2 have things to say out from your heart, say it, don't bottle it up and make yourself feel so miserable. i want to be a good friend, i'm trying very hard to. sigh, i love the both of you too much to see you 2 in pain. please take care of yourselves, exams are ending already, we ought to be happy ya ks. remember? we're supposed to enjoy. =)))
If you've to know, I've put her down, completely.
It was because of you.
And now, I wish for us to be together, iLu*
But are we possible? I doubt so.
# nornor
we scribbled at 2:01:00 AM
i know she's angry wif me..i simply knoes it..
she doesn't wan to tell me..but i knoes it..i not
dumb or wat..i knoe how to see.. haikx..
i jus wan to stay up late 4 one last tym b4 my
exams starts..k i knoe i'm wrong..i m truly
SORRY GER..didn't mean to dissapoint you..
i promise i wun do it again lorx..=///
-jas-
we scribbled at 7:06:00 PM
hurhur, i'm tired. that thundeEr woke me up, hehs. supposed to go school and pass up my art, but since jasmine was heading towards school, met her at my place. hehe, she helped me to hand in! **roar i think i'm going back to sleep loh, tsk! super tired, slept at like 2+ 3 +? **shrugs alright, i shall blog again later. =)))
If only...
# nornor
we scribbled at 10:11:00 AM
Hey, kaypos, you know what? Take a look at my blog if you really want to know.
I hope she'll be fine. **prays She'll only be back tomorrow I guess? Hopefully the doctor says she'll be alright and nothing's wrong with her. =)))
Comments which are not true, please keep them to yourselves.
# nornor
we scribbled at 3:17:00 PM